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Name: ~Cinxia~
Country: United States
State: New York
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Member Since: 9/12/2003

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Friday, September 24, 2004

i'm done with this world..i have had enough..no more needs for me to live.

 


Monday, September 20, 2004

Mirror mirror on the wall.

Is this who i am to them all?

Underneath all my falseness.

Can they see through my lies at all?

How much longer can I lay quite in my pain?

How much longer can I keep that forced smile?

(c) ~Cinxia~


Sunday, September 12, 2004

school starts tomm..agg...its back to hell time..i hate it i hate it i hate it..i have to wear a fucking uniform this year...and this school isnt even fucking private. i hate it i hate it i hate it...i dont wanna go back..blah..back to torture and these stupid idiots we call classmates...damn it ..i wish i can kill the person to invented school..ah


Sunday, September 05, 2004

How can we mortals endure this endless torment of , eating , Drinking , pissing , and shiting. And then to get sick and to heal again. And live this vicious cycle all over again. Until the day we die.How can we live like this. To work so hard for something for most of our lives. And in the end only losing it to death. We live and being children into this world just to suffer as we once had  and in the end they will die the same as we died.What is the point to out lives?To suffer and then to die. Is this really what we were made for?

~Cinxia~


Wednesday, September 01, 2004

i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: c
2. single or taken: taken
3. sex: yes please..jkcfemale
4. birthday: may 11
5. deathday: donft know yet
6. siblings:  1 brother

7. hair color: brown like
8. eye color:  dark brown
9. shoe size: 7
10. height: 5'8

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: stephanie..sophie
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop:  ercercer..hot topic
2. any tattoos or piercings: pierced ears
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?:  no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: vo5
3. what are you most scared of?: ..umcI donft really knowcmaybe..erc
5. who is the last person that called you?: steve
6. where do you want to get married?: church..or a beach
7. how many buddies are online right now?:  2
8. what would you change about yourself?: I wanna be thinner..i guess

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: black , sliver.
2. food: cfood is nastyc
3. boys names: ercercSatantoncTimothyc
4. girls names: LexxycImogen
5. subjects in school: artcEnglish
6. animals: Cats
7. sports: none
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: no
2. smoked?: Yesconly ciggs.
3. bungee jumped?: hell donft I wish
4. made yourself throw up?:no
5. skinny dipped?: no
6: ever been in love?:  yes.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hehehehehecin school only
8. pictured your crush naked?: no I saw it.
9. actually seen your crush naked?: yep
10. cried when someone died?: yea
11. lied: yea

12. fallen for your best friend?: ercno
13. been rejected?: I think so
14. rejected someone?: yea
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: yep..a lot of them

c u r r e n t
clothes: loose pantscloose shirtcall black
make-up: no
annoyance: Fat girls in tight ass clothes n when u look all u can c is fat rolls hanging offcn rap music.
smell: hmmc.air
favorite group/artist: Evanescence
desktop picture: er..none
book you're reading: The tale of the body thief.
in cd player: Marilyn Manson - Holywood
in dvd player: none.

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: erc.ercercthe cat
hugged:
you imed:
you yelled at: No one
you kissed: Ifm not telling ..ifm not telling ..mauhahahac

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what attracts you: eyes..haircskin.
last person you slow danced with:

makes you laugh the most: steph..
who do you have a crush on: no one
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: havnt in a while.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes
wish you were younger: hell no
cried because someone said something to you?: ermcyea.

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: I donft knoc2 times..
of hearts i have broken: none
of guys ive kissed: ercI donft kno..likec2
of girls ive kissed:ercnone
of continents you've been to?: un..
of tight friends: 2 or 3
of cds i own: too many to count
of scars on my body: ooo a lot

F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: when Ifm bored outta my fucking mind n have nothing better to do
2. gold or silver: sliver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?  A.V.P..hell it was stupid
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: the simpons
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning? nothing
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: ..steve..steph or sophie..but..er..
11. could you live without your computer?: NO
12. would you color your hair? yea
13. could you ever get off the computer?: if I didnft hav to..iw ont
14. habla espanol?  Si , tu eres un mardito estupido
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: ....
16. drink alcohol?  nope



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